So.. C o n t a g i o u s ...

Your so contagious, your like a disease that spreads across my whole body, making me feel hot, making me sweat and weak, making me want to be everything you need. You drain out the life in me, you break me, you take this heart into the palm of your hands, and you squeeze it with everything you’ve got, killing me, killing everything I’ve ever been, making my life meaningless, purposeless, empty and torn, I no longer can make my way in this world alone, so tear me down, throw me face down in the dirt, wash those dirty hands, never to speak of this night, this night, still young and full of hopeless memories that will never last, only to be thrown in the pit you’ve dug up, so fill this hole, and never relive this moment.never...take…back….whatyoudid.