Walk This Path Alone…

I come to the realization that you can never have what you always want…the things in life you care for most, leaving you alone by your side, but never forgetting the times that you have spent together, the mark you’ve made, the imprint you have forever left among each others hearts. I walk this path alone…this path so frightening, so dark and yet so full of life..thinking I can’t do this on my own, how could I possibly? But then I think of what lies ahead, what could be, yet in times of need who will I have where will I go? I walk this path alone…but I see a light…in the distance a sparkle of hope…running to get get closer to the end to see what it holds for me but still an emptiness lies on my heart…the burden of despair clings its gripping fingers on my chest bringing me down..further away from the light…I hold on to what I have..i try and break free of this…then I remember..friends, family, people you meet, there’s more happiness in my life than I thought..i break free of the chains the binded my heart..i’ve reached the end of my journey alone, only to begin what I have left off…

So.. C o n t a g i o u s ...

Your so contagious, your like a disease that spreads across my whole body, making me feel hot, making me sweat and weak, making me want to be everything you need. You drain out the life in me, you break me, you take this heart into the palm of your hands, and you squeeze it with everything you’ve got, killing me, killing everything I’ve ever been, making my life meaningless, purposeless, empty and torn, I no longer can make my way in this world alone, so tear me down, throw me face down in the dirt, wash those dirty hands, never to speak of this night, this night, still young and full of hopeless memories that will never last, only to be thrown in the pit you’ve dug up, so fill this hole, and never relive this moment.never...take…back….whatyoudid.

Two Worlds Apart, yet so close.

Here it is
The feeling of you and I
I can’t get past the thought of you.
Our lives only a highway apart
Yet, it seems like an eternity away.
I’m dreamin’
Every night when I awake, I feel
As if we were still hand in hand.
It’s like our thoughts collided and agreed.




I’m lying here, eyes wide open, in a state of mind,
Picturing the thoughts of you and I, and the
Memories we shared, the joy, the happiness, the sadness.
I think to myself what could possibly go wrong with what we have
We’ve got it good, oh, we’ve got it good.



I’m in love with things you can’t define,
And im in love with what we have
All for you, its all for you.
All these thoughts of you unravel and unfold
Like the sheets that smell of your soft scent and
That one special kiss that kept the air in my lungs.


This is what I feel…
This is how it goes….
Everytime I think about you…
It’s your smile that keeps me alive.

Tears and Fears...

So ill wipe these tears, and face these fears of the living lie, that’s inside so deep. I thought I wanted this, I thought this was the moment of my life, where I could be filled with the happiness, basking in the essence of your love, striving to be with you, each and everyday.

Love...is it in you?

love, swifts you off your feet, only to get overthrown by the hate of one another. if you understood the way he feels he would tell you all things you want to hear. all the things he needs to say, these unknown and unfamiliar words. i love you is the last thing you'll hear from his broken record voice before the flight takes off and he's gone from your life. forever.




she took the key and unlocked my heart now its all for her nothing to depart.

Break Me..

so take me and break me and everything i am, rip it away tear it apart like it means nothing at all. how could this happen, how could this be? we were meant for each other until death do us part. but you stole my heart and tore it in two you ripped out my soul and you did the worst of the worst, all the lies and no truth at all, what is all this... its a picture perfect moment, gone wrong.

shattered and hopeless

Darkness fills the empty spaces and all that is left of me, shattered and hopeless, my dreams put to shame and my life gripped by the hands of fate and stinging pestillence of lust is upon., my every word ever spoken, my every move that now stands broken, all this is, is a dream without a happy ending, and no words to help me in my time of mending. This graceful pleasantry abound to us. The fears that we may never know what it was like to feel, or to love, the fears of one another that keep on growing, making us weaker, and more fragile. The distance and spaces of our lives, are one’s to be kept in the quiet. To be turned into dust, and forgotten, by all that are near.