Walk This Path Alone…

I come to the realization that you can never have what you always want…the things in life you care for most, leaving you alone by your side, but never forgetting the times that you have spent together, the mark you’ve made, the imprint you have forever left among each others hearts. I walk this path alone…this path so frightening, so dark and yet so full of life..thinking I can’t do this on my own, how could I possibly? But then I think of what lies ahead, what could be, yet in times of need who will I have where will I go? I walk this path alone…but I see a light…in the distance a sparkle of hope…running to get get closer to the end to see what it holds for me but still an emptiness lies on my heart…the burden of despair clings its gripping fingers on my chest bringing me down..further away from the light…I hold on to what I have..i try and break free of this…then I remember..friends, family, people you meet, there’s more happiness in my life than I thought..i break free of the chains the binded my heart..i’ve reached the end of my journey alone, only to begin what I have left off…

So.. C o n t a g i o u s ...

Your so contagious, your like a disease that spreads across my whole body, making me feel hot, making me sweat and weak, making me want to be everything you need. You drain out the life in me, you break me, you take this heart into the palm of your hands, and you squeeze it with everything you’ve got, killing me, killing everything I’ve ever been, making my life meaningless, purposeless, empty and torn, I no longer can make my way in this world alone, so tear me down, throw me face down in the dirt, wash those dirty hands, never to speak of this night, this night, still young and full of hopeless memories that will never last, only to be thrown in the pit you’ve dug up, so fill this hole, and never relive this moment.never...take…back….whatyoudid.

Two Worlds Apart, yet so close.

Here it is
The feeling of you and I
I can’t get past the thought of you.
Our lives only a highway apart
Yet, it seems like an eternity away.
I’m dreamin’
Every night when I awake, I feel
As if we were still hand in hand.
It’s like our thoughts collided and agreed.




I’m lying here, eyes wide open, in a state of mind,
Picturing the thoughts of you and I, and the
Memories we shared, the joy, the happiness, the sadness.
I think to myself what could possibly go wrong with what we have
We’ve got it good, oh, we’ve got it good.



I’m in love with things you can’t define,
And im in love with what we have
All for you, its all for you.
All these thoughts of you unravel and unfold
Like the sheets that smell of your soft scent and
That one special kiss that kept the air in my lungs.


This is what I feel…
This is how it goes….
Everytime I think about you…
It’s your smile that keeps me alive.

Tears and Fears...

So ill wipe these tears, and face these fears of the living lie, that’s inside so deep. I thought I wanted this, I thought this was the moment of my life, where I could be filled with the happiness, basking in the essence of your love, striving to be with you, each and everyday.

Love...is it in you?

love, swifts you off your feet, only to get overthrown by the hate of one another. if you understood the way he feels he would tell you all things you want to hear. all the things he needs to say, these unknown and unfamiliar words. i love you is the last thing you'll hear from his broken record voice before the flight takes off and he's gone from your life. forever.




she took the key and unlocked my heart now its all for her nothing to depart.

Break Me..

so take me and break me and everything i am, rip it away tear it apart like it means nothing at all. how could this happen, how could this be? we were meant for each other until death do us part. but you stole my heart and tore it in two you ripped out my soul and you did the worst of the worst, all the lies and no truth at all, what is all this... its a picture perfect moment, gone wrong.

shattered and hopeless

Darkness fills the empty spaces and all that is left of me, shattered and hopeless, my dreams put to shame and my life gripped by the hands of fate and stinging pestillence of lust is upon., my every word ever spoken, my every move that now stands broken, all this is, is a dream without a happy ending, and no words to help me in my time of mending. This graceful pleasantry abound to us. The fears that we may never know what it was like to feel, or to love, the fears of one another that keep on growing, making us weaker, and more fragile. The distance and spaces of our lives, are one’s to be kept in the quiet. To be turned into dust, and forgotten, by all that are near.

I Breathe You in...

i breathe you in, i take in every aspect of you, you take away that emptiness,you bring me happiness. 

your ever so inviting, i let you in. 
so i can love you, care for you, be with you, your my everything my all. 

thoughts of you running through my head, never wanting to stop, constantly making me smile. 

its you... 

baby its you... 

who does these things to me. 
who makes me feel the way i do. 
who loves me, cares for me. 

this piece of me, needs that piece of you. <3 

your heart, and my heart, beating together. at the same rate. that feeling that overcomes me, its love. 

and that feeling... will never die. 

♥

Distrusting one another...

So who are you, to say the shit that you do? It means nothing at all, those weak words of hate and distrust, are full of lies and lust, you took my heart once and ripped it like paper, I wish I could replace all those memories of the times we had all the things we did, you came and went, you took every ounce of my breath like a deadly disease and you bled me dry of everything. You crawl thru my veins and down my spine, your like an over-dramatized play with a shitty script and no meaning at all.

love..

And I take back everything I said, cause I need you now more than ever, ill bleed for you, ill make everything better and I, I never knew that you would be the one for me, until I let you go. I’ll pick up the pieces of our broken hearts and sew them back together, ill scream your name out loud, ill do whatever it takes for you to be with me and for us to hold on to what we have.

so let me take this blanket, let me wrap it around you to keep you warm and safe from the outside, let me be everything you ever wanted something to squeeze and to hold. Take my hand and let me show you the world and everything that makes you smile.



ill give you my heart but be gentle with it, its paperthin and weak.

Sidelines

on the sidelines of the district for hate of yourself in the midst of all the pain the sunset takes it away. you take my breathe away you give me life you bring me back out of this forsaken coma of thoughtless memories.